scolding..
11:58 p.m. on Saturday, Dec. 11, 2004

stupid girl u stupid girl. i am so infuriated with reading whatever u have been saying abt me, abt the main comm, abt the band. please please get a life and stop saying people dont accept u for who u are. it's been nearly a whole semester since u joined in NP band band pracs. really. it's only been lately that pple started to dislike u. have u asked urself why? have u realised that if no one liked u for who u were, lawfatt n u would NEVER have happened, friendships with us would NEVER have happened. it would all just be what ever happened between u and ur seniors in your Junior College.

so, for your information, people like us have reasons for saying things. please stop trying to make urself sound so important that i'm always pinpointing at you? and how dare u tell me that u understand i wasnt pinpointing at you and that u know i was talking to all the year1s, and then behind my back say i bitch abt u for that? and call me a bitch for that matter? hallo. seriously. if u cant take such warnings, u think it's insulting, then next time dont come la ok. seriously. this is a school that's not urs. no one treated u as an outsider. but at least be respectful enough to listen to the rules and not complain? like for goodness' sake. u really dont have a right to be angry with me over that small reason (please read shintya's blog if ya wanna get a clearer pic).

you are utterly disrespectful towards us, towards ur SL's decision, and utterly rude to those whom u called 'friends' in our band. we treated u as a good friend and we see u turn ur back on us one fine day at band camp. seriously. who wouldnt be pissed at u? and u dare ask if we're angry at u? and u dare say nothing was ur fault and that u should play for rondeau? seriously i've kept this inside for a long time. i've had it. before u stopped coming, i'd already wanted to tell u to give it up. lucky u took whoever's advice to stop coming.

I think ur definition of things are very absurd. i dunno how u try to twist and turn, i cannot see how whatever u said makes sense. totally, dont link. plus, u seem to always try to confuse us, and conceal everything with ur blurness. i used to think you were really blur, but i dunno how anyone can be blur abt even the most common sense stuff. i'm serious. u are totally irrelevant sometimes. pple tried to tell u to behave urself already. yes and thank God u stopped making so much unnecessary noise, but u totally did stupid things behind our backs, and u called us irritatin. i think if we dare to use our names to tag on your board, that shows that we dare to be known for what we say. and u totally keep defending urself as usual.

seriously, i wonder why is it u never stopped to think back, why pple disliked u only during band camp when we all got to know u better? do u realise u must have done something wrong or change so much that u became someone not u anymore? has it ever occurred to u that u've CHANGED, and that's why people hated abt u? please do give it some serious thought. it's no use trying to hide away from us when we wanna tell u abt what we're unhappy with u abt. no use backstabbin us in new blogs when u know we can find u again. unless u totally want us to find u. if that's the case, seriously dont bother to change blogs.

dunno if all the stuff u've been doing is just a gimmick to get people to give u attention. and duno if it's true that according to some people, u've been trying to make me jealous all this time. when i nv did anything to u. i nv lied to u. i dunno why u had to say such nasty things abt me. u think u totally rock? i think u totally suck. u think your life aint peachy? think abt what u did to me, or peee for that matter. i think u totally hurt our feelings. ok. and stop saying u didnt do anything. REALLY, go think abt it.

lastly, i've to remind all of u, this entry was typed thanks to all the anger built up. i'm not gonna hide the name of the person i'm talking abt. if i dare to scold, i dare to put down ur name. so, KIT, if u happen to read this, u now know that i'm talking about u. heck all the shite abt slander ok. everyone can vouch for whatever was typed here.


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[NAME]: Amanda Lim
[AGE]: 18
[DOB]: 15 March 1986
[SCH]: Ngee Ann Polytechnic (Mass Comm)
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